Firstly, I'm going to apologise for this epic rant I'm about to go on. But I think that society sucks.
So that job I told you about, was pretty much a waste of time. And yes I got experience of going to interview but I've been to a fair few interviews now and all of them have been unsuccessful. Clearly I am just awful at them.
I decided that I'd like to teach Sociology at A level, but after looking into it in more depth it is almost impossible unless I have a spare £9,000 lying around. Looked at going to college but that is aimed at people without a degree so once again I am 'over-qualified'. So looked at a postgraduate course - there are 3 Universities in the country that do a Sociology teaching qualification - making about 6 places in the entire country and yet I still can't even try and apply because I don't have enough money. This is because society seems to think Sociology is completely useless when in actual fact it is quite important in the development of society but balls to that.
So unless you have experience or a bloody useful qualification or £100000000000000 then to actually get anywhere in this so called 'real world'. Well put it this way, you can't. So to sum up, I'm going to be stuck living on this hill, voluntarily working, earning little money, with no transport and no friends and my parents moaning at me to get a job for what seems to be the rest of my life. In case you can't tell I am surrounded by a deep cloud of depression and self pity - or as my very good friend put it a cloud of acid. I've got nothing. I don't even really have a clue what to do with my life - I'm just stuck, wedged and I've got NOTHING.
So, I wasted three years and £25000 to get to the exact place I was at with just my a levels. I met some cracking people and had a great time but I'm just so stuck. I knew I shouldn't of gone to uni straight away and that I should of tried to decide what I wanted to do and then study it. Stupid stupid stupid.
Also, I can't use my touch screen phone to save my life and I have no idea how to do anything. That's just a side note but it making me really really angry.
From your world hating friend.
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